I’ve been feeling all sorts of different emotions today. Mostly sad and distant due to my mass feeling of loneliness. I remember how terrible this feeling is, and how Joey must feel right now. And if makes me miss him even more. I feel helpless, in a way that i can’t get out of this boring life. I feel poor, uncreative, uninspired, and dull. Everything around me feels dull.
I’m thinking about moving away. Maybe New York again. Maybe Austin. Somewhere away from here. Maybe in the mountains. If only i had a car and zero student loans, i’d be gone by now.
I’m trying so hard to stay positive. Everything just gets to the core of me. Especially this guy who has been playing around with my feelings for a long time… Hes making me feel desprate. But i cant seem to break away from his affection. I dont know how many times ive told myself to just backup and ignore him. Lets hope this is the last time i will say that…
I need to set some goals, like go back to the gym. Create a new flavorful, healthy dish each night during the week, and drink wine instead of beer (or dont drink at all). Drink more water. Eat a better breakfast. Save my money….. Or try to. Take my dog out more, and brush her damn hair out. Garden. Sing. Dance. Laugh more. I’d say those are some solid goals.
Omg i need this now
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Yes complement, not compliment. A person who accentuates your true personality, who adds fuel to your fire. Someone who can help teach you things you could never learn on your own. The one who sparks your creativity and challenges you to do better and be better.
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NASA released a satellite image of india in the evening during the festive holiday of diwali, the celebration of lights.
this is one of the prettiest things i’ve ever seen
awh look at Sri Lanka too omg
Evening light on Mt. Hood.
My most favorite place in the world
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